Orgasm by Marion Schneider

Author:Marion Schneider
Language: eng
Format: azw3, epub, mobi, pdf
ISBN: 9781942084266
Publisher: Daylight Books
Published: 2016-08-30T00:00:00+00:00

KATRIN, Germany

“SOMETHING IS TOUCHING MY SKIN, LIKE THE SUN, OR THE RAIN, AND I IMAGINE THIS WHILE I’M HAVING AN ORGASM”

Orgasm is a very private and important subject. I find it important to be able to live it out freely and feel it. And if you don’t have this freedom, you always have the feeling that you’re suppressing something. And if you are free or able to relax, then that’s wonderful. It’s like you are really close to somebody. You trust him. You feel really comfortable and safe. This is quite strong, and this strong feeling is really good for me, very relaxing not to think about anything. That’s all. My head is really empty, and that’s good. You don’t feel any problems, and it’s nice when you feel this.

I can’t remember my first orgasm. When you get your first boyfriend, you are still quite young, so you don’t really know what an orgasm is—what it is and how it is. I think that during the last years, I have felt them more than before. But I think it’s not bad that I can’t remember, because the last years were like a mystery. It was a growing process. It eventually happened, but I can’t really remember, because it went step by step. I think when you really trust a person, you can feel this. When you can fall down and you let everything go, then can you feel it—but not when you still don’t feel at home, so to speak.

I didn’t talk to anybody—not to my boyfriend, not to my girlfriends. So I forgot it. During the first years with boyfriends, I was not so sure how it works. And then when it eventually happened, I couldn’t really talk to anybody. So I have no real first memory of any orgasm.

When I get rid of all this stress, when I go to my flat, and everything else stays outside and I don’t think about anything, then I can have a really strong orgasm at any time. It’s not like it gets higher and higher and higher. When I’m feeling really comfortable, then it’s really good and really strong, and a really deep feeling every time. It’s not one time higher and one time less. This is with a friend. But when I’m really happy with myself and feeling good with myself, then I have a strong orgasm every time. But if I come home with my problems and I’m really sad and really unhappy, then there is nothing. Then I can’t feel anything. It’s really hard then to let go. That’s not possible for me, because I’m a really feeling person. I do everything really from my heart. And when I’m really sad or angry about something, then I can’t switch. If I get more preoccupied with my business, then it might become less strong because I might have so much to think about. I enjoy it the way it is now, when I still can let go. And I want to save this, always.

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